Jar Jar

"When I was a child,I spoke as a child,I understood as a child,I thought as a child:but when I became a man,I put away childish things."

1 Corinthians 13:11

Too much drama in my life. Time to cut back and minimize. Banyak sangat yang menyemak nak pikirkan yang tak perlu. So instead, now time to spring clean my life.

Everything else is getting thrown out, except my responsibility to my career, my projects and my family. Nothing else matters that much - as everything else is a liability more than an asset.

Two contracts to consider - one basically secured, and one more pitching for it. That apart from day day, apart from my health which influences it all.

Lom agik nak pikir pasal keluarga aku. Ibu aku akan meraikan harijadinya yang ke (rahsia) Khamis ni.

Whatever.. cast aside any negative doubts, feelings and move on. That's the only way, right? No anger, no regrets... just don't waste time and move on. Blame no one but yourself for any failure because at the end of the day - you have the free will to make the decisions you should. Meroyan sorang lak korang tak paham...

Feel better today after a breakdown with my health and all semalam. Now feel fresh and ready to take on the the world. Tiap sakit ada ubatnya.

So nak sakitkan diri sebab daredevil sangat - layan Akademi Fantasia. Heh!

Kan aku da kata Debaran ni no content. Still playing up Ain masuk hospital. Erm.. kan aku kata takyah tunjuk Debaran. Dah sah akan tunjuk kat Diari lagik. So semalam buang another good five minutes dari jumlah 24 minit tunjuk Ain lagik. Yes, even the soundtrack of Lux Aeterna from Requiem For A Dream (actually they used the orchestral version remake fromThe Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, Requiem for a Tower - just a little bit of trivia for music fans)

By the way, their group call of 'We Are The Best' may be supposedly inspirational - but I think it's borderline dark humour lak da. Note to production - kalao nak interview Shah ke bebudak mana tuh pas abih show tuh, takyah la Baha dok pelok kat sebelah tuh. Heh...

Mak aih.. lemaunya bebudak ni semua. Sorang je keluar - tetiba semua nangis cam mati anak etc. Seriously????!!! This is a competition. Aku paham la sedih and all but this is a bit too overdrawn kan? Creating a bunch of whiners. Tapi kan... this is like watching an accident. You don't want to see mangled bodies and all - but you can't help staring and taking in the sights.

Dah.. malas meroyan panjang. Banyak keja nak abihkan.

PS - Can't get past sebutan Jimmy. 'Diari' tuh dengarnya atas 'permintaan' (kita da start pakai bahasa baku balik ke), tapi Akerrrrrdermi Fantasia tuh aku takleh tima. That and 'ass-klusif' dari Astro Ria. Gelak sorang...

PPS - Nangis sapa dapat lagu Menatap dari Aril. I love Dance With My Father by Luther Vandross... tapi bakal hancur la pasnih. Nangis!