I'm back!!! For good!!!

I been so busy. So many things have happened in the last few days. Thanks to kengawan pembaca yang singgah sini tiap hari tunggu update, to everyone aku jumpa kat konsert Akademi Fantasia lalu as well as Anugerah Planet Muzik yang mintak aku update cepat (katanya... walaopoooonnn) and those who SMSed and called me to make sure everything was alright. You guys are the best, and you're the reason I keep blogging. Jangan risau... carutan akan berterusan.

So... thank you again for being so patient, guys and being loyal to my writing. Katanya... walaupun...

And sesapa ingat aku nak stop blogging kerana Saida keluar, aiyo... so drama ke? Takde maknanya.

It's only a competition guys... our favourites menang ke eliminated ke, bukan kita yang dapat duit ma. Anyway, honestly so many things have been happening, tuh yang aku occupied gila.
Ok.. since last Wednesday sebenarnya updates aku sangkut sebab memang aku busy. Wat per? Erm.. mesti ada yang carut...

Disebabkan ada peluang datang, ada orang offer, aku sebenarnya sibuk shooting. Bukan sebalik kamera walaupun tuh minat aku, tapi berlakon. Yeap... peluang aku mencuba sesuatu yang baru and learn just how difficult it is.

Aku berpeluang nak belajar a lot from my fellow cast members in Tam, Farish, Nora Danish, Zizan dari Raja Lawak... and Nizam yang direct it.

Kalao korang nak tengok dan carut lakonan aku, bulan depan akan ditayang kat Astro Ria. Ni pilot tuk season kedua Gaia. Merasalah kan...

First time memang kayu gila... nervous. Then slowly ada la feel. Tapi ada satu part tuh, aku terasa cam dalam America's Next Top Model lak... you know when they shoot the Covergirl commercial antara challenge terakhir tuh. You think like.. alaa.. a few lines pun leh screw up. But the pressure is immense to deliver.

Tapi syukur, I don't think (or I hope at least) that I didn't do too bad.
Apart from that, there was drama, dalam kesibukan. aku da putuskan hubungan with my Boo last Saturday. Nampak je muka ceria.. tapi sedih sebenarnya. Sedih sebab sayang, but somehow I think our lives are too different at this point in time, and maybe it's just not right for us to be together at this moment. Boo, I know you'll read this - and I meant what I said. i still love you, and you are still very much part of my life walaopon aku rasa susah nak terima kau as my significant other.

Maybe we'll be better off as best friends because you are, and always will be a part of me. As long as you want me to be lah...

Ahad lak masa nak ke Anugerah Planet Muzik baru sedar hilang my digital camera. Tatau la tercicir ke kena curi masa shooting. Sedih sikit sebab my sis yang bagik as a present, so sentimental value. Minggu depan je ganti beli baru, or repair my old Ixus to blog with.

Today was a lot better. Firstly scene aku semua tamat da shoot. Lokasi terakhir kat Central Market depan orang ramai. Rasa nak nangis horror... but it went ok. Lega pas abih. Ada one more offer da datang nak berlakon siri 13 episod drama baru, tapi shooting is sometime in June, so doubt I can take it.

Then dapat call from income tax kata my clearance da ready. Thank you Puan Alina sebab dalam beberapa hari jer da settlekan my case. Lega... potongan pun about RM10,000 jer.. so kira ok lah. Discount manyak woo sebab aku settle dari 1997 punya income tax tak declare.
Also got good news from Nuffnang... love you guys!

So many things happening.... so little time.. ok la.. hari ni aku actually tanak posting panjang, tapi in the words of Stacy... terlebih sudah...

Will post more tomorrow... ni review Diari ari nih.

Diari Akademi Fantasia Minggu 6 Hari 1

Saida's departure nampaknya banyak affect the kids. Mana taknya... I think she was one of the few yang get along with everyone.
For sure, kalao ikut undian skang mengarut, mana taknya si Rina dan Toi seem set to be next to leave.. tapi Nadia pun dekat the bottom with Stanly still in the top five. Ridiculous.

Masuk je minggu baru awal pagi da promo barangan baru Mayfirst. Erm... no thank you.

Riz kata mak dia nya birthday Monday, tapi Kutip the irritating talking camera said he has to lose 5kg by Wednesday baru leh Akademi kirimkan birthday present on his behalf.

Stacy wish adik dia a belated 12th birthday

Sesi motivasi, Toi ngadu dia distracted punya pasal tu yang dia lost focus on his performance. Every week ada jer alasan.

Bacaan wasiat si Saida nampaknya Rina paling affected pemergian dia. I love her will sebab Riz dan Stanly lumped together to behave...

Am glad yang Saida keluar secara bermaruah, not with her worst performance, but with the promise of something, and leaving everyone affected by her not in the Akademi.
Riz leh pick a fight with the camera... how mature. Merasalah some people have nothing better to do.

The circle talked about who they wished to see to come to see them.

Suddenly lari topik, cita pasal jodoh - Rina kata kalau dia ada jodoh ngan Stanly lak dia tak menolak. My goodness!!! Very the mango lassie ok!

Erm... on to arts and crafts session lak. Aduh bazir masa tol la dalam Akademi nih. They had to make something a miniature something or other to symbolise their success.. ado?

Oh well... at least now I know they suck at art as well as singing and performing.

Diari bahagian kedua.
Riz tetap feeling cam whoring sibuk nyanyi depan camera. Well, you can't blame him when a lot of delusional females fall for it. Dedicating a song to his mom pastu, semua ikut ler take advantage nak wish families. Toi sibuk nak enter frame skali.

On to Siti Hajar's class. Fast forward, to Ramli MS punya class yang lebih narik.

Nubhan - off key abih. Alasannya nak pikirkan pergerakan.
Alif & Toi - kisahnya trying very hard but out within a minute.
Stanly - kisahnya getting better.. aiyo.. which part?
Rina - trying hard but slow progress just like Alif dan Toi.
Riz - kisahnya good tapi perlu forward lagik.

Tak tunjuk evaluation Stacy dan Nadia. Tapi Stacy dapat lagu baru - which she can only hear during lunch time ngan persembahan of the song not determined yet.

Ni lagu tugasan minggu nih.

ALIF
Ketahuan (Matta)
Lagu hit, sedap tapi alkisahnya mampu ke nak bawak we'll have to see la. Dia emo problem manjang, takde feel langsung.
Tak mencabar sangat... tapi tuk Alif, anything is one, so dunno how lah.

NUBHAN
Generasiku (OAG)
Hit song about to be massacred. I don't expect much of him, and honestly he should just go home too.Safe song within his range, but he's bound to flub it up again.

RIZ
Seribu Tahun (Imran Ajmain)
Makanan dia.. tapi I'll bet he'll fall into Anuar Zain mode again. Honestly, one Anuar is enough. We don't need another clone.

STANLY
Kata (Hazami)
Perlu ke aku nak komen. Lagu sedap gila. Like Nubhan, bakal hancur ler lagik thanks to the person who is going to carry it.

TOI
Tak Bisakah (Peter Pan)
Another hopeless case. Aku bebetol give up with these kids.

NADIA
Rama-Rama (Ella)
More up her street even though she seems to think that Ular is more suited to her.

RINA
Ular (Anita Sarawak)
Suitable choice of songs, but they seem to be pigeonholing her into that sound. Wonder how she's going to break the mould of a lounge singer.

STACY
Don't Speak (No Doubt)
Another possible highlight of the week. Enough said.

All in all I don't see a lot of the songs as concert material, because they just lack the punch needed, but I suppose it caters to their strengths as well as challenges their weaknesses.. so there must be a reason for each and every selection by Ramli MS. We'll just have to see. Ada mini drama brewing sebab ada yang tak puas ati lagu tugasan...
Toodles for now...