Nasty!

Sent my sis to Setiawangsa earlier today cause she's heading back to Jakarta tomorrow. Am so going to miss her, but she'll be back next month, plus her stint there is only extended to March... so hurray.

Settle jer, sayang aku call dari nun jauh. Eh... tetiba sayang lak. Heh.... da orang melamar kita tima je la.

Anyway, aku headed straight to Amcorp Mall in PJ where the New Straits Times Group Gaza fundraiser was being held. Thanks Farihad from Berita Harian for inviting me. Ingat gak ko ngan aku kan...

Didn't do much snapping. Sikit sikit jer la sebab kecoh sangat. The place was packed, cause the venue was pretty small, but semangat artis artis kita. Sayang majority crowd mai nak amik pic artis je bukan nak seriously help the cause. Oh well.. I guess every little bit helps kan.

Spent most of the time borak ngan Faizal - Tahir ler... Faizal mana agik. Exchanged some ideas about a possible project. Also sempat ler exchange words with Lan from Meet Uncle Hussain, Fahrin Ahmad... and lots more.

Ni aku share pics some of the lovely people who helped off by selling stuff, some their own, some sponsored to raise funds.

Stacy tolong jual ais krim


Dayang sold her personal accessories


Kak Nita sold part of her precious wardrobe - with help from abang Mahathir. By the way... this project was their brainchild.


Mawi and Faizal take a break pas perform and lelong and stuff


Zahid and Nita sibuk join lelong


But the best saleswoman kan, must have been Sarimah yang bersungguh jual koleksi kasut dan baju dia. Heard she made over RM800 in total for the fund on her own, with her personal stuff that she hawked at very affordable prices. Congrats... semangat ksk Mah kita kan. mana taknya... tengok Sarimah in action.




Amik ko!!! Cam nak pukul ngan kasut kalao tak beli je apa dia jual. Heh.

Speaking of Sarimah, dia baru balik dari LA. She bought me some nice souvenirs (well they were nice gifts... but dunno if they count as souvenirs). Please note if you don't understand the joke behind some of these more humorous items, don't ask me to explain ek.

Ni biasa...


A fridge magnet that's inspiring


I love this!!! It's a toy you soak and it grows... but cute! A shrink that grows!


This is rather rude... but I love it! Get the gag?


This was the best laugh... and by the way, it's chocolate


A&F's new fragrance, Fierce! And it smells... erm... FIERCE!


Thanks Sarimah!!! Ada gak orang ingat aku nih. Heh... sempat gossip panjang bout some stuff, though not telling what. Apapon it was a fun night.

Got to spend time wathing friends bowl, then on for supper as usual kat Pelita.

Ni baru balik... nak layan all the auditions of American Idol 8 I downloaded. Nak marathon. be updating later...

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Weird and whacky

Been busy preparing several unimportant things, like the Halloween 'do this Saturday. Aduh, clash lak ngan a private party a friend is throwing for his birthday. Camna nih.

Anyway, back to my preparations for the Halloween event, which will be held the day after the actual All Hallows Eve celebrations, pening nak run about trying to get things together.

Thanks to the lovely KL jam, and janji yang nan ado kengkawan, I was only left rushing about with nothing to show for in a few hours.

Singgah the Aidilfitri event with Akademi Fantasia, but didn't stay long. It was nice to see the gathering of fans and all, but maybe me too much da bab open house da tak larat with the festivities da kot.. plus sebab da janji a couple more places and had to zoom off.

Sempat snappy a few pics as usual. Sorry pada fans of Riz and Nadia sebab tak sempat snappy, as well as several others. Ni je yang aku mampu.







Closed the night with a Pelita session as usual. There were more CMs there than ever! CM meaning control macho - jenis yang dok sana pose berangan.

Which is of course a natural occurrence there whenever Faz is around, sebab jantan-jantan semua cam nak give off an air of, that look at me thing. Eewwww! What men to to try and impress women...

Both of us were having a chat when Linda dropped by, having a meeting with several friends there as well.

Suka tau pose pose peace nih!


Ni posing ke ngumpat?


Talked to Linda about what happened masa results show Sehati Berdansa. Kan dia announce pasangan Asheed tuh cam excited gila kan?

Well, actually she was supposed to do the build up, tapi akibat miscommunication gituh, si Fahrin took her lines. Dia lak ended up announcing and it just came out wrong and she sounded cam excited lak nak announce the eliminated couple. Dia da since then mintak maap on air anyways.

Simple human error lor. Sometimes we do that. Just as long as we learn from our mistakes ok la tuh.

Syed joined us later, and pas an hour or so, Faz left sebab esok shooting awal. Then slowly the rest of the group singgah, termasuk bebudak 6ixth Sense. Berejam la duduk. Ok la.. nak gi settle some things and get some sleep. Night all...

Sama tak Adi ngan my lion keychain?

PS - Will post my double episode Heroes review soon... sorry for the delay.

PS lagik dan lagi - Camna ek bunyi kalao Fazura nyanyi?

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Casting wow!

Earlier today kena bangun awal. Takde la awal sebenarnya. Konsep awal pon, bila matahari da tinggi kat langit tuh.

The destination today. Meet up Jue dan Faz nak temankan makcik tu gi casting lagik hari ni. Today at Line Clear lak. Heh... motif yang sengih? Tak baik korang. Anyway it was fun - not so much fun trying to find the place in the middle of Bukit Jelutong, but fun once there.

I think every actress yang ada nama was there. Make that every actress. Except sorang. But we won't go into details, will we love.
Let's see who was there for casting apart from Faz. There was Sharifah Amani, Sharifah Aleya, Sazy Falak, Yasmin Hani, Irma Hasmie, Fouziah Gous, Intan Ladyana, Ainul Aishah, Raja Farah.. erm.. sapa lagik. Ramai la...

Aku nak snappy pics pun pening. So this is it lor.

Leya, Nani, Hani and Sazzy - among the most gorgeous and talented in the business


Irma - hot bod and seriously one of the most underrated actresses about. She is hot!


Aku letak pic Irma for two reasons. Satu sebab aku rasa dia ni not getting enough attention. Physically, first of all, noticed she has the perfect women's figure dari segi her curves. Seriously! Once you see her live you have to admit it. Also because masa casting tu, aku seriously think she is a damn good actress, just wish she had the roles to prove herself in.

Secondly letak pic dia sebab dia ni antara geng Pelita gak. Heh! Bukan senang tau nak redah Pelita tuh. Aku paham how it is for these ladies to lepak there. Faz always gets it. People just - STARE! Eww! That's rude, people! Don't do it. Have a reaction but don't stare.

Kaau korang ingat aku penah post pasal Anuar Zain skali masa lepak ngan dia dan Hazami tu how people stared and took pics from meja nun jauh. Ala... tegur je la. Dari jauh jeing sana maintain macho nak feeling, pastu kang kata orang sombong. Kaaaaaaaaaannnn... you make people feel uncomfortable. At the end of the day - it's just rude to stare. Merasalah nak deal with the noya of having someone eyeballing you.

And it was on to Pelita later, much later in the night ngan Jue dan Faz. Before that ke open house Stacy Frenz.

I love it!

Honestly, it was one of the best gaths I've been to, not in term of size or grandeur, but in terms of the cosiness and the whole familial feel of things. I'd think of it as a big family get-together than a normal fan gath.

Seb baik aku tak pakai biru tua. Kalao tak kami da jadik maskot TV3 da


Owhhh... how touching.. *sniff*


Putet and I


The family


Thanks to Stacy Frenz for inviting me, and also for the little gift to recognise my participation. Honestly though, I think korang yang patut dapat one each for your hard work and all you guys have done so far. Keep it up!

And for those yang nak tengok pics lebih (bila update ler) CLICK HERE for the fan club's official blog and CLICK HERE for the new website.

Got another full day the tomorrow. Well, actually like that for the next few days, so will leave you guys with this video. Bits and pieces from Stacy's performance smalam. Pakai Nokia aku je, so jangan carut kualiti bukan HD cam ok!

Ta!

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Sisters

Ok semalam went by really fast. Hung out, had a swim and so on just to ease myself. Seriously need to destress.

Also spent time talking to someone whom I met, who is in a relationship, and yet, looking for 'fun' outside. Seriously? Eeewwwww!!

Aiyo... malas la konsep open relationship ni. I mean honestly, I may not look it, but I'm an old fashioned romantic. Kalao aku nak commit to one person, aku kena be able to stick to that person 24-7-365! No side dishes for me, thank you!

Kalao tak it's sayonara, and on to sesiapa yang think I am actually boyfriend material. And trust me, not a lot of people who think that out there.

So anyway, orang ni nak get jiggy with it, while my best friend lak dating ngan pasangan dia. Camna tuh? The world da nak kiamat!!!!

You are so out of my life. I think I may go back to my former playa days where it's all Touch N Go with no emotional strings attached. But seriously I doubt I ever could cause when I look back on just 'having fun', it was indeed fun, but empty.

Maybe I should choose those yang cam aku mentioned above, and woo them, and teach them a lesson about loyalty.

Or maybe I can just shake my head, and walk off. Yes... perhaps that's best.

So kiddies sesiapa yang ramai peminat out there, ke even yang tak laku. When you find that someone you love, who loves you, don't go about thinking there may be something better out there. Jangan konsep nak pasang pasang poligami tau. Truth is, maybe I'm wrong. But while you can love two people or more at once, your body unlike your heart, shouldn't be spread out to be shared. In some instances, sharing is NOT caring.

Even with given consent. Madu ke tak, susah. It's hard enough to ever feel it's enough to be with one person, let along having to share that person with another.

Oh me oh my. There I go rambling on and on again. Such a habit da these days.

Anyway, went to a small do kat rumah Kos yang play host to AJK dari Stacy FC, serta beberapa peminat dari nun jauh yang mai melawat later in the night.

Tujuan aku nak meeting skali committee with Stacy and Cherry to solve some issues.

So memula meka photoshoot tuk webpage pas Stacy sampai dari recording. Then sesi bergambar dengan committee. Then sesi beramah mesra. All this done way past midnight, which is when this part of the entry was updated.

We managed to have our meeting only wat past 4am after everything was done.

Topik - Stacy.

A lot of issues dibincangkan bersama anggota AJK, Stacy and Cherry as well as me. Ni termasuk semua cerita yang orang pass about. Much of which involved my relationship with Stacy and her future, and those yang dengki.

Banyak lah topik... tapi semua takleh cita sangat sebab apa dibincangkan dalam bilik, STAYS THERE! Even for those yang rakam tu, jangan nak repeat play kat luar!

All I can say is, pada mereka yang takde keja tuh, pikir ler rezeki ko kecapi tuh halal ke haram ek. Nak untung dengan jatuhkan orang. And to Stacy, thank you for opening your heart, apart from your ears to what I had to say. Also everyone.

So now semua da selesai. Aku pernah rasa tawar hati sebenarnya nak terlibat lagi dengan kerjaya Stacy sebab orang yang sebenarnya tak penting pun, tapi kuat jarum. But semalam aku tersentuh (nak feel berkaca gak mata aku) bila Stacy kata dia menyesal segala yang telah berlaku. For me sorry tu is not important. Her career is, and aku tersentuh dia cakap dengan aku by the end of it, "I want us to be like before..."

"Siapa? Ko dan *toot* ke?"

Merasalah kena hempuk dan carut sekali!

"Us la..."

So to Stacy, just like I told you, from the start, ko dan Cherry macam adik beradik aku sendiri. We are family (uwaaa... cam Sister Sledge sangat!)... like a giant tree... reaching up to the sky!!! (matilah nyanyi dari soundtrack Dreamgirls lak)

Aww.. touchy feely! Group hug!



Do not bitch about my hair sebab that pic was taken at 5am just pas kami semua bersahur (thank you mummy Stacy FC for the wonderful spread!). Yes, pada mereka yang nak pisahkan, atau renggangkan kita, Cherry and Stacy are my sisters. And I am so touched they still love me enough to tell me that.

So this drama is finally over. Aku akan cuba apa aku mampu untuk bantu Stacy.... but maybe in a different capacity as before this.

Kesibukan pun bakal berlanda tak lama lagi, but I will still do my best.

To the Stacy FC family, be strong and keep pushing her. To Stacy herself, girl... keep praying and reminding yourself why you chose to be in this position and thank God for his blessings every day. Those scheming people will not get what they want, and with the grace of God, you will be rewarded for your hard work! Awas the return of Stacy di Anugerah Era!

I can now sleep in peace for the end of one drama.

And my hair? Kepada sesiapa yang tak nampak lagi, this is how it's been since hari tu masa aku menang Nintendo Wii for it. Uhm... the blonde bits out, so now it's a full reddish pinky mohawk. Freak! Take not, aku tak pakai wax ke haper, so takde bentuk sangat time ni. Ni amik sebelom tido...

Selamat bersahur, selamat berpuasa... and be posting soon.

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I am me!

Oh my. How they come out of the woodwork! Lum pe pe lagik aku pas kata aku da nak keluar dari jaga Stacy jerk ada yang da bisik memacam. Grow up la people. It was a business deal.

Sometimes they work, sometimes they don't.

I had a laugh about the whole thing. New resolution for 2008. If it's not too late that is.

Which is don't give a flying.. erm... cluck about what people think.

Anyway, over the course of these few days, I've been deep in thought.

Doesn't happen often, so brace yourselves.

I've had a major epiphany! Yes! An epiphany. Ok... simpler terms. A sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience.

Was reading back some old blog entries and I went like WHOA!!! Man, can I be nasty.
It was fun to read through some stuff I wrote, painful as they might be to relive, and I discovered in the last couple of years, I've lost my sense of humour!
Camna tuh?

Had a talk with my mentor over things, and with a much clearer head, here I go.
To everyone reading this, if you've been cussed by me, had a fall out with me, been bitch slapped by me... I'm sorry.

Not because I regret what happened as I never believe in regretting things past.
But I am sorry because of how things worked out.

So to all the people who have been on the warpath with me through the years, even the unforgiveable few - peace! Live long, prosperous lives.

I know know how to lead mine.

By putting myself first and foremost. I dissected most of my problems, and you know what, I realise they all bear a strange pattern.

It always involves me putting someone else's needs before mine. And then I eventually end up bitter because the results, or resulting situation langsung tak setimpal with what I expect.
Thus anger, thus resentment, when I feel taken for granted, for a ride,or just plain overlooked.
So no more of that.

Gawd! That feels so good to say. Who would have thought being selfish and thinking of yourself could make you feel this good!

Heh.. apa pun, honestly to everyone, I've moved on to a happier place, so to everyone (malas nak list, though I calculated there should be about six names) let's get on with our lives. Or if you can't, then there's really nothing I can do for you so it's your own problem.

Moving on, aku hari ni worked on some paperwork to tighten up Project R, and worked out the nitty gritty.


It's been a mentally tiring past few days, but now I feel renewed.
Just needed time with myself.

Will blog more tomorrow.

With the thought in mind that the Pesta Malam Indonesia is right around the corner. Woo-hoo! For those of you looking fore more information on the event, CLICK HERE!!! Check out the video messages from the bands!

Six acts will be performing for the eent namely Samsons (yeay!!!), Sheila On 7 (whoopie!), Slank (cool!), Peterpan (ok ok jerk), Ungu (bolehlah) and Dewi Dewi (what the...) Meet Uncle Hussain and Hujan are performing somewhere though I doubt it's the main stage. And it's only RM50 for the whole event! Tickets info below or click the link I gave above for more.

Me bracing myself for a whole lot of partying then - can't wait for Bam and Co. to arrive.
Got to get back to sleep. Lots of stuff to do tomorrow.

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Bagaikan melepaskan anjing yang tersepit

Aku malam tadi makan malam ngan Nurul dan Ika. Terserempak Corrie. Tima kasih ek Corrie @ Adam kerana belanja makan. You still one of the best choreographers in the business!

Pas abih tu gerak ke rumah bebudak. Ingat nak balik pastuh, tapi pas Man dan Pendos sampai, tengok tak cukup transport, terpaksa la aku angkut Stacy dan Cherry serta bagasi stok seminggu ke Astro, meeting point bebudak nak berlepas ke Pangkor selama lapan hari tuk shooting program Raya Akademi Fantasia.

Jangan lak ada speku pasni kata aku menyibuk sedangkan orang yang meminta tolong. Biar dicarut seribu kali, kalao kita wat ngan hati yang ikhlas, ok jer kan?

Tapi biasa la.. dunia ni... ramai yang kekadang perangai bagaikan melepaskan anjing yang tersepit. Motif? Aku lebih tahu kaedahnya. Matilah memacam speku diundang.





Malas nak bebanyak amik pic. Angin tak betui sebenarnya. Ada ler benda main kat pala tuh. Lepak ngan bebudak jap sebelom balik bagik Junior makan. Then settled one more problem jumpa ngan member borak.

Dalam satu problem settle, aku dengar benda tak elok pasal something that's been on my mind.
All I can say is, karma is a bitch.

Aku da banyak ubah skang. Biar orang buat apa saja kat kita. Satu hari nanti ada balasannya. Cuma bukan tempat aku untuk mengadili atau menghakimi seseorang.
So.. turn the other cheek.

Owh yes... I forgive. But nak forget tu susah la....

Aduh... sori la entry tak panjang sangat. Malas sebenarnya. Banyak benda masih mengisi ruang pala ni. Nanti ek aku update lagik.

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Drama day

So much drama today. Started with major high after my first meeting for the day for Project R. Yeay! All systems go! It's going to be big. In fact, with every day semakin bigger la the project becoming. Risau lak aku.

Second meeting was for Project S. Ok, kalao selama ni aku tak bagitau, yes, the S stands for Stacy. Actually cita camni, as of July 15, officially, I entered in an artist consultancy management deal with Maestro Talent & Management to care for Stacy bab communication and image.

Due to slight technical delays, I have yet to be able to sign the contract.
Today, I withdrew from the agreement.

Yes, aku pasni takde kena mengena ngan Stacy. Takyah speku apa apa. Biasalah, business deal. Kejap ada kejap takde. Heh... I had my reasons, and I wish everyone all the best.

Some things on my mind today, but stress out nak naikkan my blood pressure takyah.
So what did I do?

Pas all the meetings, nak unwind... apa lagi? Headed to Republic in Sunway Pyramid for Samsons' second show. They make me happy all the type. Forget the fact meka banyak lagu patah hati yang depressing. It's a good kind of depressing, if you know what I mean.

So rather than rant, here are more pictures.




















Aku had so much fun that I almost forgot all my problems. Tapi aku paling happy memula Tang yang tak sempat join for the show, mesej kata dia ajak bebudak Samsons supper and me too la.
Tapi masa Bam nak gerak, dia kata the band hanging out, and dia nak hantar mom dia balik ke hotel. Dia takleh cakap, so dia pass number dia, keying in my phone.

I messaged him later sebab dia tak bak phone, and dia replied kata dia tak sempat join. Erm... kalao camtuh kansel la supper. Heh.. aku banyak nak borak ngan dia.

Besides Irfan and the gang semua da settled in chill kat Republic.

So I headed home, while texting with Bam yang ajak lepak kang meka turun balik tuk Pesta Malam Indonesia. Yeay!

That made my day!

I have to tell you, kalao you guys didn't catch their two shows here.. RUGI!!!!

Kalao you caught the first night kat Bar Savanh tapi tak ke Republic... RUGI GAK!!!

Aku rasa cam lagu meka perform kurang sikit dari what was almost a full blown concert performance like smalam, but bebudak lagik slamba and rileks jerk, making it more fun.

Not to mention no thanks to the lack of publicity for the event, second show ni dalam 100 orang plus je hadir, so more intimate and thus even more fun!!!!

Am going to sleep.. with Tak Bisa Memiliki on repeat.

Can't wait till Samsons are back here...

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