Oh damn...

Just realised both my mobile phones in the car...Malas nak turun nak take them to retrieve my ex's number. Nak balik sangat dah ni. Mata dah berat. I guess I'll just have to call my ex tomorrow if I'm up to it - and if I'm not meeting abang Jai tomorrow. By the way...did I mention (of course I didn't).During my event on Friday night - I won two prizes in a lucky draw (by inserting TWO business cards - cheat!). The first was nothing great...an EON t-shirt. The second was a pair of Marie Claire women's two inch heels size 8. Siapa nak beli mesej...

Read More

Elektra sucks!

Yes...yes...after all the anticipation...I finally caught Elektra tonight. And it sucked big time! Dahlah aku letih gila babas hari ni...was so tired sebab I had the judging for the final round of AIM (Yes, that's the Anugerah Industri Muzik) in the early morning, and later an interview with Echo (read the past few days posts)...went to shop for some new piercing accesories before I met Ted and Vernon to watch Elektra at TGV KLCC.It was a horrible no-brainer! Effects bagus lah...tapi storyline lari conti...it just didn't make sense, and there were...

Read More

Closure

A strange feeling came over me last night.I had made my way home bout 5pm after a full overnight session at the office, which proved a waste of time, cause the the heat was simply getting to me...Yes, we had air conditioning in the office, if you're wondering....I don't rightly know how to explain it.Anyway, was so bugged by the weather - and lack of sleep - I pulled up by the highway and slept for over FOUR hours in the car. It was night when I awoke - and I drove home and had dinner before I tried to again get some shut eye.It was horrible -...

Read More

Finally

Like the title...yes, finally - I've decided to update my blog further. A lot of things to add really...but I'll speed you guys up to date how the past few days have been.Thursday, dropped by IKEA with Ted for a little creative house-sprucing idea hunt. Now, the first thing I have to note is this. Is this really necessary?I keep wondering everytime I wander into the show-bathrooms. If you can't read the sign - it sarcastically (understandably so)...

Read More

Christian!

Ok...I have a lot (well not really that much) to post over what happened from Friday on to today...but...too lazy to post much. Besides, just dropped by the office on the way back (seventh of 2005 - first oral sex with tongue piercing by the way) after a night out.Won't divulge much details - and the only thing I want to share to day is - I finally caught the Sana'y Wala Nang Wakas on Friday (my mom's an addict!). For the uninformed, it's a Filipino telenovela centering on this love triangle between Christian-Ara-Leo.Anyways - what hooked me was...

Read More

Tarot cards and my future

Things have been fine the past few days...but I suppose I couldn't expect my luck to hold anyway...Jumpa dia semalam...can see usaha tuh ada la... dia pun really trying to make things work. Spent about an hour or so over dinner just talking. It was great.Today tak dapat jumpa, but I held firm to this tarot card reading my friend had for me. It kinda said something like, I should take stock of my life, not stray from my objectives...Hari nih tak dapat jumpadia nak meet up with friends and all which is fine...just that I'm gonna be so lonely tanpa...

Read More

2005 - A promise of good things to come?

So sorry I haven't posted anything as of approaching late last weekend. If you can believe it, I was so bloody bogged down with SO many things happening!Anyways, here's a blow by blow account (don't you just love that term) of what happened.Anyways, on Friday - abang Zaini set me up! He got me to call him back, then forced abang Jai on the phone.Then got down to things with my sayang, we managed to make up...though both sides were apprehensive. We...

Read More

They're still!

Another bad day. Still another stupid argument...this time bigger than the last. Think it's over... can't talk lak to abang Jai. Stress...

Read More

They're all...

"Remember men come in three sizes Boring, bastards, and belligerent Sometimes however in their eyes is Beauty, and they can be quite intelligent Provided they remember to forget Five thousand years of dominating it And stop responding to the codes Society, and their mum, imposed And yet their energy attracts Until your energy their fooling saps Of your secret life, your hex They know nothing. As for sex Can you really trust them? So is there hope now for these blighters? Glassy eyed or sharp one nighters Screwing the...

Read More

Lazy...

Too bored...malas nak blog today...be back tomorrow with the pics.Kind of feel depressed today. Rasa nak retail therapy.But I've been spending so much, I'm overbudget already. Makes me even more depressed....

Read More

Fuck blogdrive!

Ok...this was supposed to be titled neon t-shirts and retail therapy...but after half an hour of typing, fucking blogdrive times out and my entry can't be saved. Pukimak betul! I am too lazy to repeat my shared drama...so here it is in express point form. Friday : *Picking up from my last entry, went for a quick dinner with abang Jai and hung out at the club where he works part time(not telling where). Had a boring time...apart from the fun of being with him constantly - clingy! Talked to his colleague abang Zaini about the hot and cold situation...

Read More

And I thought my life was weird...

Yes...my life is no longer weird now...It's depressingly weird! Or so I thought... Well...first abang Jai can't, or most probably can't meet up with me tonight since his wife's coming back tonight for the weekend. Have to wait for his call. That's the depressing part cause no one to talk to. Now here comes the weird...Was chatting with some friends online and somehow got engaged in a conversation with this person.(At the point I'm writing this...abang Jai calls me up on my mobile and asks me out to dinner. His wife's back and he's working tonight...

Read More

Busy...busy...busy...

So much for my holiday. It's like I was working today. I got into the office today just to hand in my overtime forms to be signed and sent in, but no thanks to Kak Zainab (who disappears almost immediately - never staying a second after 6pm when she knocks off) it didn't get done.What I did end up doing, was my gossip column which I totally forgot about completely. Then I had to do a news piece for Kak Natrah of Embun to publicise her sale on Saturday in aid of the tsunami victims. (Read my previous entry on that)Anyway, it's almost 11pm and I'm...

Read More

Be fashionable for a cause!

Forgot to tell you guys.I'm sure you must have heard of local designer label EMBUN before right. Very snazzy ethnic creations with a contemporary feel! Anyways, got a text message and later a call from EMBUN proprietor, Natrah.Anyway, on Saturday Dec 8 from 10am to midnight there will be a giant sale for EMBUN's outlet in Petaling Jaya.Am not sure about this....but its either everything from various collections will go for RM50 a pop and straight into the fund to aid the plight of the quake/tsunami victims OR RM50 from the much reduced sales will...

Read More

Tsunami still in the news...

Things are fine between me and abang Jai. We met today. Pangs of guilt however struck me as he brought his two year-old daughter along. I felt really bad for raging...But he was so loving and caring towards his daughter...it's also sad with how things are.Ok...enough of being so full of it and wallowing in self pity.Am going to do something more socially responsible for the day. For those of you....either in or out of Malaysia, and you wish to contribute...

Read More

Mmm...2005?

Nothing much personal on today. I think all the rest and relaxation of my leave is getting to me. I'm starting to get agitated by my routine of not doing anything the whole day.Today had my first real argument with Abang Jai over the silliest thing. So not going to even bother going there.Anyway, was browsing tsunami-related news and such. Misery loves company...so anyway...I came across this email I received with some images. They kinda gave me...

Read More

It's 2005!

So it's 2005 already...how's you new year been so far? My resolution this year is to...have no resolutions! I'm satisfied with the way I am and I suppose it's better to remain as so. Why fix it if it ain't broke, right?If I could force myself into doing something against my expected norm however, I'd consider NOT looking back. Which means, for any ex's reading this...you're history! That's right...no more reconciliations and failed attempts at mending past bridges. Forget it! New Year this year was pretty uneventful...except Ted and I pretty much...

Read More