Linkin all the way....

Oh by the way, I didn't mention did I. About my Linkin Park thingie in Singapore. Met the band, though Joe looks bad now. Saw someone cute which rang my bell as a consolation.By the way Chester has got a cool meets nerdy mohawk which I'd love to have, while Mike is suddenly looking cool. Interviewed drummer Rob and guitarist Brad who were really cool and relaxed throughout the half hour session. They're like a duo of geeky rednecks who got lucky.But...

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Spaced out...

IT'S been happening again. Losing my mood to blog at all.Simply for several reasons...including what is probably the most boring phase of my young queer life. Also been busy with work, tonnes of it heaped up, with no time (procrastinator!) and no drive to even get started.Also the lack of a sex life (haven't had sex since the beginning of blogging) could be part of the reason, I suppose. Had dozens of numbers over the past few weeks, and gave out more than half a dozen of mine, with no results to show.I've hit a slump, and all I keep doing is looking...

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Bushed....

Sorry to have left you blogger. It's past midnight.Too lazy to write much.Past three days have been devoted to Malaysian Idol auditions.They made the cut for the Top 30 today, and all I can say is thank God Nicky is in. She's a Sabahan girl with an amazing vocal range. Man, so tired, yet so horny....hope to get something on the way as I head home.Have to call someone anyway.... Ciao blogger...

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Reality?

Just back from Panggung Bandaraya where the elimination rounds of the Malaysian Idol is taking place.The top 75 selected, and left me damn pissed.Putri and quite a few more friends who were really awesome did NOT make the cut.Stupid TV finds it so hard to validate talent, but then again, the tag 'reality television' is an oxymoron on its own.Even more distressed the Johorean contestant I fancied is NOT available. Looks like I moved in too late. Probably wouldn't have worked out anyway.Not a good night.Not to mention I'm having diarrhea.The results...

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Is there a cure for that???

Was all panicky and all that when I left last night. But everything's OK.Putri checked in fine and is in the same room with another transvestite, making them the only two deviants in the Malaysian Idol. Really think Malaysians are opening up when it comes to the question of sexuality.When we got to the hotel however, and I finally caught a glimpse of the 108 participants that qualified, it ran through my mind how delusional some of these folks were, living on the hope that they could be stars.Which got me thinking of my ranting in one of my previous...

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Stupid!!!

Aiyark! Jennifer Thompson fom Persatuan Akademi Industri Muzik Malaysia just called me up.She's heading the project team for Malaysian Idols and apparently Putri is supposed to be at Berjaya Times Square Hotel at 5.30pm JUST NOW!!!Aiyark! Talk about screwed up plans! Gotta rush to Pandan Indah and send her now. Lucky for friends in the right places....See you later blogger...gotta rush...

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Fuck friendship

It's so strange. And fucking frustrating. When a friendship ends, when it blows up in your face, who's responsible for picking up the pieces. I tried to move on losing my best friends, and the loss of my 'sisterhood'.I mean after all, they don't seem to bloody value my friendship. And they always seem to think I'd bend over backwards for them, which I did. I mean gawddammit! I'm only human! But after it's over and done with...the best of us have troubles holding on.Memories of good times when friendship prevailed still live on, though our egoes...

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Damn

Can you believe it, I've been so busy trying to beautify my blogger I haven't started on my gossip column???And subs still yelling for it, while I have an assignment with Kak Jee in 20 minutes at Times Square. I am so fucked! Gotta dash off...need a ciggy. Procrastinators unite...

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Joe Hahn and the Singapore Sale

Got into office about an hour ago. Spent ages doing my routine free bitching in the Bluehyppo messageboards for the Malaysian Idol.So therapeutic...not quite as shopping for shoes but almost... Anyway...got woken up this morning (it was actually past noon-I love my flexible working hours) by a call from Syabreena from Warner Music on the Linkin Park Meteroa Tour concert in Singapore next week....Rejected her call twice, but lucky got it on the third...just out of pity....So malas nak layan time nak tidur ni. Anyway...she had some good news to spare.I'll...

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That God It's....Damn It!!! It's Only Wednesday??!?!!!

OK, my day was not as bad as what the topic might describe. Hasn't been...so far at least. I sent in both my Akademi Fantasia and Malaysian Idol stories with time to kill. Tried to get some stuff on this damn blogger so I could feature a built in player....needless to say I failed.Just don't know how to jazz up this damn blogger. Anyways, got a full night ahead, don't know how I'm going to deal with tomorrow when my gossip page is due. Got to have dinner with some BMG Music folks with the rest of the office.And I was planning to head down to Central...

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Gray skies soothe me...

Just got into the office half hour ago.Weather gone totally bonkers today. Left home from Klang in the searing heat.By the time got to KL, it was all grey overcast skies. Kinda reminded me of London when I was there last October.That has a totally soothing effect on me. For some people it might be blue skies that makes their day.Mine's simply gray skies, that threaten to burst into a heavy downpour. Sigh...so much work for now to finish. See you later blogger...

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What Am I Doing Here???

In a cyber cafe in Bukit Bintang. Stupid Salman's store is closed.So fuck Cheers.Had a good chin wag with some friends though. One of my friends is having trouble with his boyfriend, who I used to fancy. Suppose the Lord works in mysterious ways.Kept thinking about my soul mate the whole way and wondered if it was for the better that we broke up. Am going to play Battle Realms awhile and call it a day.Shit, I have to be in early tomorrow. Fuck this. Just feel so damn lonely. Saw a former best friend of mine, who was accompanied by someone. They...

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Calling it a day...

OK...Am leaving this office. Managed to finish that shit piece on Akademi Fantasia 2.God! I have to complete it and send it in tomorrow early for publication. Then I also have to complete my Malaysian Idol weekly column updates. AND my SO WHAT? gossip for Monday!Goddamn it! I'm just going to go fucking bonkers! Leaving...leaving...leaving... At least I can be glad I'm going for Linkin Park in Singapore next week.Think I'm heading to Bukit Bintang at Colour Bistro for supper. That place is really turning out to be Cheers. You know, that sitcom in...

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My first day... again

Lord knows it's been some time since I last had a damn blogger. Christ! I can't even remember where I parked it or what it looked like or even what I wrote.Who knows what incriminating shit I posted for strangers to casually browse. You know how old information tends to become incriminating, especially after it's been long forgotten? Like old embarassing baby pictures or that story of what you did back in pre-school etc.God knows why but I just decided to begin a new blogger today after reading some real shitty ones online after a couple of links...

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